inspiration
11/09/2008 10:03:00 AM Posted In first blog , inspiration , truce Edit This 2 Comments »
the other day...i became inspired to start a public blog.
i already keep a journal...why not start letting others know whats on my mind???
i actually was inspired by a blog on here by a friend of mine...Good Life...who's blog is called "F is the new E". very creative name & writer (which must be true bc im inspired to write now)
there was a poem on his blogspot called Her....... and it made my heart feel love again. not love between him and i...but love in general. i was giving up so much hope for the future (or at least the part of my future that involves love) but that poem...made me believe again.
it made me...remember whats it like to feel that way. my heart was becoming so cold to any thoughts of love. my mind was trying to forget what it felt like and how it effected me. my ears became deaf to sweet sayings. my eyes became blind to PDA whenever i saw it in the street. my brain thought only of school and work and things of that nature.
...my soul stopped believing...
and all from that ONE poem i read, i believe again.
it brings me back to how i felt the day i fell in love for the FIRST time...
& crazy enough, my first time loving was AFTER the first couple of times i've said "i love you."
i thought i was in love several times before. thought that it was it for me. that its all i had out there for me. now i know...what real love is.
real...authentic...no hold's bar...
love.
who i am in love with?
now THATS a story within itself.
right now, after everything that has happened...
after all the drama, disrespect & things that didnt belong in our relationship...
we JUST decided to call a
...truce...
i already keep a journal...why not start letting others know whats on my mind???
i actually was inspired by a blog on here by a friend of mine...Good Life...who's blog is called "F is the new E". very creative name & writer (which must be true bc im inspired to write now)
there was a poem on his blogspot called Her....... and it made my heart feel love again. not love between him and i...but love in general. i was giving up so much hope for the future (or at least the part of my future that involves love) but that poem...made me believe again.
it made me...remember whats it like to feel that way. my heart was becoming so cold to any thoughts of love. my mind was trying to forget what it felt like and how it effected me. my ears became deaf to sweet sayings. my eyes became blind to PDA whenever i saw it in the street. my brain thought only of school and work and things of that nature.
...my soul stopped believing...
and all from that ONE poem i read, i believe again.
it brings me back to how i felt the day i fell in love for the FIRST time...
& crazy enough, my first time loving was AFTER the first couple of times i've said "i love you."
i thought i was in love several times before. thought that it was it for me. that its all i had out there for me. now i know...what real love is.
real...authentic...no hold's bar...
love.
who i am in love with?
now THATS a story within itself.
right now, after everything that has happened...
after all the drama, disrespect & things that didnt belong in our relationship...
we JUST decided to call a
...truce...
2 comments:
I really love this!
Its so deep!
Ahhhh.....Gald you was inspired. That is the whole point.....
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